Before I lost the weight, I was slowly pulling away from my husband, physically and emotionally.
I didn’t mean to. I just didn’t feel like me anymore.
not in the bedroom.
not in the mirror.
not in the way i showed up in our marriage.
The woman he fell in love with was buried under exhaustion, weight gain, and shame.
And while he did see me through my transition, especially when I was at my heaviest.
I felt invisible.
I didn’t feel desirable.
I didn’t feel like I belonged in my own body.
It wasn’t just about sex. It was about closeness. softness. intimacy.
and truthfully?
I missed how I used to be.
I was holding on so tightly to the skinnier version of myself that I couldn’t fully embrace or relate to the woman I had become.
And that made it hard to connect, with him, and with me.
So I began again.
Not because it was all on me…
But because it started WITH me.
I stopped chasing diets and started learning my genetics.
I learned that the weight wasn’t my fault, but healing was my responsibility.
If you’re reading this and you feel disconnected from your body, from your partner, from the woman you used to be you are not alone nor do you have to do this all on your own.
You can come home to yourself again.
and I’ll show you how.